Was lost somewhere...

Was lost sumwhere down in your thoughts

Felt as if loving you was a crime and I was caught

[Back then . . .when it all began]

If your love is a life spoiler

I would gladly like to be spoiled again

If it's a life saver

I would like to die again

I remember your unselfish love

& that kiss in the rain

Your silent sobs :(

& your sane reason to be insane

Cuddled into each other

I liked the way you caressed me

You liked the way I loved

I liked the way you smiled :)

[Then suddenly_____she called it quits]

It was all over, everything mute

In a fraction of second it was gone

u just. . .

broke the dreams before they were even sown

I realised ___

If your love is a life spoiler

I would gladly like to be spoiled again

If it's a life saver

I would like to die again

Y u went ?

Y u left ?

Y I was the one who wept ?

I have so many Y's to articulate

but It has so many U's to manipulate

My arms don't want to embrace you again

I will never cry your name in vain

Though your excuses were so lame

I would never fall in love that way again

You ruined my life

You went so abruptly

I love your sighs

& darkness that would grab me lately

I have only you to blame

My vengeance bleeds your name

Though it will kill my emotions

I will never be me again

Was lost sumwhere down in your thoughts

Felt as if loving you was a crime and I was caught

P.S

A drop of water startled me and I woke up. The rain smashed my face hard as if it were slashing

my tears that flowed out of bounds after all this but still. . .