Friday, 23 August 2013

Rape or ' Rise ' of Ape.

The scent of flowers raised her mood up as she swerved to her left. The flower shop had myriad bouquets from small to large ones. Her hairs too danced in a way to clamour for admiration.She fastened her pace. It was the last day of her graduation.

Her mother was very happy because it was a proud day for her. Her daughter had made her proud by defying all the odds, middle class home, hands to mouth family income, thinking out of the shell and dreaming to achieve greater heights in future.

She was happy, joyous but content with herself . To avoid getting late she took the road through the deserted land with some green patches on it. Though her body was walking as if it was the last day for her to take that route her mind was somewhere else.
In her mind she remembered how hard it was for her to come all along this far. Crying, smiling, fighting with her emotions all these years and motivating herself to do even better.

Boom!! and everything was black for some seconds. She tried to speak but couldn't. Her rigorous movement was not enough to get herself freed completely. Suddenly her freedom was at the mercy to some maniacs who had no soul in them. She got beaten, thrashed, mocked. Her body surrendered but her will didn't.

Loud cries, tears down everyone eyes, slogans against rape and much more. She opened her eyes to realize the irreparable loss her body had suffered. Her life changed in just one day. The doctor shifted himself and placed her bag on the table.

Her mom could not see her in the eye. The consequences of rape in society were bitter. Her daughter whom she had nourished like a flower all her life seemed to fall like autumn leaf. She had not done bad to anyone. She was just an aspiring student, a sister to her brother, a friend, a daughter to her parents. She had so many roles to fulfill but in a single day someone had erased those and poured the murkiness of their lives into hers. She clutched her mom as tight as she could and kept crying.

To you who is reading this, it wasn't a rape of her. It was a rape of one's freedom, one's dreams, one's smile and several other one's . It was a rape of the silence of some good people like you and me who could make this society free of these nefarious elements. It was a rape of those sitting in the house of power elected by you and me who could make a bold statement not on paper but in practical.

It makes me feel ashamed of myself. I couldn't stage protests like some activists or just get a chance to shoot those men. I am a middle class boy just as you were before the incident. You were a winner girl and always be for the girl your parents knew. Forgive humanity but don't forgive those apes.

Monday, 19 August 2013

I do. . .

Yeah I loved you with fire
Just to know that I care
One day you will hold someone's hand
That day He will have my world in his hand


Crimson love just fades away
The rain drenches me in your colour again
Come and take away my pain
Make me fall for you again


Your eyes tell your lies
That you don't care like before
I shouldn't have come along
To hear from your friends that you don't love me any more


One day you'll get busy tone too
I'll change myself too
.
.
That day rain will drench me into you
As your memories will divide me into two
Despite how many lies we may tell ourselves
I know you loved me
.
.
You still do, you do , I do.

Saturday, 20 July 2013

A Conversation with nature: Uttrakhand

The date was 23rd of April'13. I had checked my phone, atm card , license in the pocket of my ragged looking jean.I locked down the door of the guest house in which I spent the last night. As I turned around the mountains, cool brisk hair , myriad small children playing in nearby school overtly purported the spirit of people living there. It was place where the nature never clamored for your attention . It had it's unique class of connecting the innards of your soul to the harmony of it's virtual touch.

The Agastmuni town was a resting place for most of the tourists and pilgrims  en-route to the abode of Lord Shiva, Kedarnath. The city like this and many others had seen an increase in development . The development which seemed to be at the cost of tourism.

People had a hard life there. To fetch the daily food for themselves and fodder for the domestic animals. Up climbing and down climbing was a common activity for everyone. Narrow roads, limited electricity but yet the people were content with what they had. I had my last site at Uchola village somewhere 6-7kms off road which led to guptkashi and then Kedarnath. I completed my survey there and returned successfully to my hometown in Delhi.

The place where I had stayed during the tenure of my job was engulfed with water. The houses near the bed of the river shaking, trembling vigorously. I saw people running in random directions to save what God had given them "LIFE". Anger rushed through my veins . The scenic beauty moments ago was no where to be seen again.
" Why are you doing this. They worship you everyday. Stop it." I yelled loudly as I could.

"They don't worship me for what they believe in. They worship me for the very fear of me , for what they should believe in." a voice echoed in my head as if the nature was answering me back. The fields swept away and houses tossed up like toys. The mind flickered the very image of the children playing in the school ground.
They would have to fight the rest of their life against the very apathy of their own God.

" But why would a God do this to them" I retorted with grief reflecting itself in my voice.
" Do you think I did this? Are you sure.?the same voice echoed again.

" I don't know but I mean. . ." i stopped in between.
" You can't make me responsible for the things which are beyond the realms of your mind child. I too feel anger and love. The answer is all yours" the voice had the serenity of sea in it.It died with time.

It will sound insane but yes I had seen God personified not like the characters in poems and stories but in the form of fury. I was glad that it was a dream. The television was on. My Dad was having his breakfast. The news was the loss of innumerous  human beings. May be it wasn't a dream for those.

My conscious mind still pondered over " The answer is all yours". May be the answer was what I was seeing on the tv sets all day long. May be the question was the nature ??


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